Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Best Writer Ever

If someone gave me a magical note that made me the best writer ever I would honestly think they are crazy. I am not the worst writer out there, but I am most certainly not the best. If I actually ended up being the best writer though, I would use it to my full advantage. I would start writing movies, so I could make millions of dollars and be financially sound.

I would find my favorite books and make them into movies and not spare any cost to make sure the script is as close to the book as possible. I do not read books often except for the ones that my friends convince me to read or if I see a movie and like it so much I have to read the book it was based off of. Since I am the best writer in the world, i will not have to worry about the cost of any of these movies because so many people will watch them that I will over all make two times as much money as I put into it. 

After I run out of books i love i would take a break and start a family, maybe teach others how to write as well as I do. But over all it would be things I truly like to do and it would be a worry and stress free time in my life. 

Once I am ready to start making movie scripts again I will only write ones that my children what to see come to life. These will be more based off of children's books and bed time story my kids can not get enough of. 

When I am done and have all the money I will ever need I will become a teacher permanently for which ever grade I like. At times I may be a high school teacher because that is where many of the weird rule of writing become mandatory and I do not want some one to struggle like I did, but other times i may teach young children how to write the basics so they can be beyond ready for their next level in writing. Lastly I will teach my children how to write the best and tell them all my secrets, so they can be as successful as me. Then I will retire with my husband where ever we want to go.




Sunday, September 22, 2013

Educational Difficulties

Sorry this is out of order I could not access the first blog I made, so I had to make another one in order to continue on with the course. This post was originally posted Tuesday September 10, 2013. Sorry for the inconvenience. 

When I think of something I struggle with if it comes to education it would be paying for it. I have a job teacher 4-5 years old karate, but its not like it pays even enough to consistently fill up my gas tank none the less pay for college. The only things that I can think of that help me begin to pay for my tuition is my mother paying me to work for her from time to time. The person that blindly helps me pay for college is my father, he is always trying to help me. He even got a job after he has been retired to help me pay for it. When it comes down to paying tuition in full, even with all these factors, I still need to take out a loan for $2750 a semester. These loan i get start gaining interest instantly and its not like the interest is a lot, but if i do not pay down the principle how an i ever going to expect even that silly interest payment to go away. 

The outcomes that worry me are being like many people out there that have debt. I never want to be in that positions, I have seen it tear families and people apart and I do not want to be a part of either of these. When I look around at the students I teacher and how much their parents pay to be there I can help but wonder why I do not get paid more, so I do not have debt. I fear living in a tiny apartment by myself in an unsafe community and broke. 

Another outcome that could happen is not even finding a job with my degree once I'm out of college. It would kill me if I was still mooching off my father after I got out of college. I would hate to be one of those people taking a food order or a livid costumer, even though i have a masters or doctorate degree. The real thing that would bother me is getting a job and then loosing it because of lack in experience or the fact that I simply could not handle the job. 

An outcome that i hope it achieve is paying my loans as I go. My mother is going to fire the lady that works for her now and hire my brother and I to take over the job for her. If this happens i will be able to make payments on my principle and hopefully get rid of this first loan before I even get my next one. 

What I want to ultimately happen is to obviously not have debt and to have a career i enjoy and want to be at. Plus I want a nice place to go home to so i can wind down from my day. The thing  i will do the most is forever repay my father for all he is doing for me, even though I know i probably never will fully repay him. 

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Success

It is hard for me to imagine doing things very successful because I am only 18. When I think of success I ultimately see myself older and out of college but the one thing that I know for sure that I think is success for me is the fact that I just passed my 3rd degree black belt test. This happened back in August but it was a journey to get there.

This started back when I was 9 and my father put me in martial arts. He wanted to make sure I could defend myself and that I was a strong person so no one would take advantage of me. When I first got to the school I was apprehensive and wasn't sure of what to do and what was expected of me. The first instructor I had was Mr. Jim. He is one of the nicest people I know and without his kind heart I am not sure if I would still even be in karate

When I was 13 I tested for my first degree and this was the hardest test I have ever done. I had no idea what to expect and everyone was telling me terrible things that have happened at the tests before and it scared me. In the end I did fairly well and looking back at it I am pleased with how I did.The 2nd degree test isn't that eventful to me it was a stepping stone but was not a large one.

In August I tested for my 3rd degree and this test was very hard. I was the only one testing for 3rd degree that day and this has never happened to me. Before the test i worried about who my partner would be and what i would do during sparring. In the end they just put me with the people going for masters degree. That alone was intimidating because they are so much higher than me. But in the end I didnt have to retest on anything and I am going to be promoted in October.